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[magichairbrush]

I don't want to go home for holiday break. I'd much rather stay at Hogwarts. It's not very fun at home, and mother makes me uncomfortable sometimes.

She says some really mean things, especially to my friends during my birthday. And to me, as well. It doesn't seem like the sort of thing a mother should do.

But she does love me. She's always telling me that. It makes me feel like an awful daughter that I don't want to go home to her, but at the same time, I'm starting to wonder if the trouble isn't with me.

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[magichairbrush.livejournal.com]

Oh, yeah? What's your mother like, Mizuki?

I really don't think I have.

[1/IDK Will say when]

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

Mhm! See! So you shouldn't think that. It only makes you go down a road that's not like you! It's too sad.

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

Even your hair isn't that bad. It's a lot! And it might be hard to not step on it sometimes, but that's only sometimes. Rarely even! So that's not it. So. Oh! Now, let's see, um.

Oh right. Moms. Which one. Which one... Which one did I want to tell you about.

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

Both could work I guess.

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

Actually they both really do in a way.

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

My first mother, the one that actually is my mother-mother, strangled me so that my family could drive off a cliff and my second one-- well both of my parents I guess, seem to be rather strict on where I can go and what I should do. At least sorta.

I keep them happy by doing good grades. I don't want to let them down. I think they wanted me to be some awesome professor later on or something. That's just a hunch. But if they were here they'd flip out so bad that I'm around the lake so much and I'm friends or know so many people and Merlin knows what can happen to me. I make sure to not tell them the dangerous things that happen about...

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[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

I guess they were are were/are both really overprotective.

Which could be what your mom is doing. In her own special weird mean way. Not the best thing to do 'course.

[magichairbrush.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Mizuki. That was sweet.

And I think it must be. I hope it is. I hope she's being overprotective and not just... Mean.

[saving-violins.livejournal.com]

Hee! I'm glad you think so! I was only stating the truth though you know.

And I bet so! I mean, I haven't ever met her and it sounds horrible what she did or said, but there's usually a reason for everything. And moms can be weird.

[magichairbrush.livejournal.com]

That makes it even sweeter.

And gosh, I'm glad you think that! I mean, if we both think it, hopefully it's true.